>>25239495Well, as one of the beings that can tell you your verdict if you continue on your current trend I can give you some advice.
In your aspirations, there is nothing evil to be had. Survivalistic to be certain, however leaders need to make tough decisions for a starving population. Why would I deny your animalistic nature as a part of who you are? You are a predator, and as such you must feed to live. I cannot fault you for such, for The Maker has created you as such.
However, where I can, and will fault you, is in your sentience, and your deception. You are very aware your actions, and you are very aware that when you feed, you do so to the point of gluttony. In order to do so, you lie and subvert your victims, gaining their trust only to backstab for the sake of a gluttonous appetite. You are not satisfied unless you have broken a heart, and as such, I pity and condemn you to The Spiral Fall if you cannot repent of this.
You can change, but only if you wish to actively change. You must feed, that will always be true, but need you be so deceiving in doing so? Do you need to worm your way into a heart, for the sake of better consumption?
Be honest, and try negotiating with someone who cares and understands. You'll find that the fruits of love are abundant, if you walk through the appropriate doors.
