>>25259877Not that anon, but I take it that the motorcycle gave you an adrenaline rush, which distracted you from your depressing thoughts?
>>25259854This is going to sound like shitty advice, but you really need to change something.
I'm not sure what you situation is, but a change in routine can be great for the system.
Like
>>25259877 implied, getting off your ass and exercising, be it running/jogging, biking, climbing, etc., releases natural feel good chemicals.
It's probably the easiest why to shock your system onto the "right" course (assuming you aren't an addict).
If you're dealing with toxic relationships, then the best choice is to leave (most of the time this isn't easy).
I really hope that you are critically examining your life, seeing where the wrinkles are and ironing them out.
