>>60040834Fans don't, but if the band can't practice or play a bunch of times and it's one person's fault then that person should be kicked out.
>no band ever failedNo one is talking about failing or succeeding, dude. It's not about that. It's stressful and not fun dealing with a person who bails. Why would I want that person around? It's annoying and shitty to have a group of guys who want to play and they schedule their plans around it but they suddenly can't because of one person's behavior.
Seek some help for your addiction and stop finding reasons to put the blame on your old bandmates. You fucked up but you're likely young and you can still make good decisions.