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Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 18:26:25 No.60046858 View Reply Report Delete

Quoted By: >>60046982 >>60047353 >>60047392 >>60049005 >>60049496

I'm lonely and after 5 years its finally starting to hurt me to a point I can't ignore it. Currently. Drinking whiskey alone listeng to American football and staring out my window like a fag. It's 10:30pm here, share your emotions with me

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 18:31:08 No.60046982 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>60047069 >>60047152

>>60046858
i'm literally doing the same OP except substitute American Football for Daniel Johnston

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 18:34:28 No.60047069 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>60047160

>>60046982
Tell new why you are lonely, brother

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 18:34:44 No.60047073 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>60047121 >>60047353

I've been lonely for 19 years friendo. Now my one friend who I see more than once a year is no longer interested in me. I have no life outside of going to university. Leave home, go to seminar, go back home.

I can't post music to represent my feelings because music doesn't make me feel anymore. Nothing does. My sensitivity is gone and I don't know how to get it back.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 18:37:14 No.60047121 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>60047146

>>60047073
OP here, i can feel the desensitivity to music beggining to develop, and I'm terrified of the day when music finally stops substituting my happiness, since its the only thing that has got me through life for so long. Whats your story?

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 18:38:16 No.60047146 Report Delete

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>>60047121
Sorry, you just told us why you are lonely. I'm drunk so sorry

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 18:38:31 No.60047152 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>60047177 >>60047217

>>60046982
Well that's why you're so lonely, you have a shit taste in music

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 18:38:51 No.60047160 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>60047217 >>60049120

>>60047069
i'm a manic-depressive who struggles to maintain contact with people

Anonymous

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Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 18:39:53 No.60047177 Report Delete

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>>60047152

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 18:41:42 No.60047217 Report Delete

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>>60047152
You're not completely wrong. The friends I have, whilst not Normie's and have a decent music taste, do not connect with me. I find my music taste to be a good representation of that since I've never met anyone into my type of stuff.

>>60047160
That sucks man, I can't say I understand what that's like but my heart goes out to you

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 18:47:10 No.60047353 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>60047454 >>60047524

>>60046858
>>60047073
Alone and quite buzzed and distraught myself.

This is the smallest of consolations, but I hope you find some comfort in knowing that you're not alone in your state of despair and alienation. Despite being put in such a place by an entanglement of inexplicable social forces, one form of connection with others still remains. It's a sad and indistinct connection, but you are linked to all those who find themselves in similar conditions. Hang in there, my friend.

Anonymous

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Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 18:47:40 No.60047360 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>60047483 >>60047524

Oh god I'm so lonely I might actually kill myself this winter. I've never been so alone in my life.

Anonymous

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Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 18:48:55 No.60047390 Report Delete

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Headphones on. Lights off. Sit still. Embrace the feels once again.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BQ6AUsKQSM8

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 18:49:04 No.60047392 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>60047514

>>60046858
i hate humans and love dogs tbqh

not even edgy, i wish no harm on anyone but those who explicitly cause harm, but i can't stand human company

self defeating thoughts, really

Anonymous

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Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 18:52:35 No.60047454 Report Delete

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>>60047353
That was me. Thought I'd also post what I'm listening to since I still have a deep emotional connection with some music.

Anonymous

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Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 18:54:28 No.60047483 Report Delete

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>>60047360
See it through to the end. Don't do something that'll likely upset someone very badly.

Get help.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 18:55:58 No.60047514 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>60047537

>>60047392
And yet you're conversing with them on here.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 18:56:41 No.60047524 Report Delete

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>>60047353
i do actually find comfort in this, which i cant say is something ive done in a long time, thank you.

>>60047360
Try as hard as you can not to. there was a time hen i could have given you a reason, but im afraid reason to go on eludes me right now. im so sorry, i want to assume i know how you feel, as i have felt that way once, but i cant know if what you feel is the same as i what i felt. all i ask is that you at least look as hard as you can for a way out before you go, because dying without knowing happiness is almost as bad as living forever alone. good luck man, i wish you the best

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 18:57:21 No.60047537 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>60047589 >>60049244

>>60047514
not him but i dont really see people i talk to over the internet as human

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 18:59:13 No.60047589 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>60049244

>>60047537
also not him, but yeh i agree. if we were communicating as humans normal do i would not be in anyway search here for comfort

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 19:01:02 No.60047632 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>60047693

Cheer up emo kids

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 19:02:20 No.60047657 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>60047693 >>60048278 >>60048356

Does anyone know where to get weed in the UK I really feel like some but I've only ever had a blunt passed around.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 19:04:07 No.60047693 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>60047796

>>60047632
its possible to be emo and happy at the same time. i strive to reach such a goal. dont think its going to happen the way things are going.

>>60047657
oh god i wish i could help, i have the same issue. ive had it before but they where friends of a friends of a friends type of shit

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 19:10:21 No.60047796 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>60047934

>>60047693
what does "to be emo" mean? to have emotions? because you know...everyone has them.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 19:16:38 No.60047934 Report Delete

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>>60047796
Obviously he means "to be emotional-and happy at the same time". Don't be obtuse.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 19:23:20 No.60048107 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>60048322

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cd3pDM2f6Y8

because I got stood up by a girl I thought that was gonna be good for me. Back to jacking it to 2d because they won't run away

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 19:28:52 No.60048264 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>60048610

Sitting alone while my girlfriend is out with my best friend at an amusement park. https://youtu.be/cQcE4_7-X78 just a Godspeed kind of day

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 19:29:31 No.60048278 Report Delete

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>>60047657

UK's a big place mate, I buy from my uncle since I'm shockingly autismal and don't know any other dealers

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 19:30:50 No.60048322 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>60048375

>>60048107
so many people can say the same, but sadly that doesnt make it hurt an less. im sorry bro, at least youll always have us to feel with

Bandcamp Guy !UyicTOLTOA

Bandcamp Guy !UyicTOLTOA Fri 30 Oct 2015 19:32:05 No.60048356 Report Delete

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>>60047657
its "King George" and "Skinny Head" round my ways

once a drug dealer asked me if i smoke weed then gave me his number too as he walked past me on the street

just happens sometimes

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 19:32:51 No.60048375 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>60048406 >>60048589

>>60048322
Seriously even though we're all a bunch of autists, I do love you /mu/

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 19:34:09 No.60048406 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>60048589

>>60048375
i love you too, faggot. ,maybe thats why we love eachover?

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 19:42:07 No.60048589 Report Delete

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>>60048406
>>60048375

Well at least brown girls still like me. I think it's jealousy over majestic medium length hair

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 19:43:23 No.60048610 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>60048713

>>60048264

cucked/10

that's why your best friend should be a girl

then if your girlfriend with with a girl, you at least got something to fap to that doesn't emasculate you.

Anonymous

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Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 19:47:08 No.60048697 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>60048724 >>60049316

same lonely as fuck its like the feel good chemicals are non existent so i just sit and think.. probably going to kill myself on my birthday next week

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V1DXD0njnKE

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 19:47:37 No.60048713 Report Delete

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>>60048610

well.. unless they then have a three way with another man instead of you..

huh, i don't think there's an easy solution to this

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 19:48:12 No.60048724 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>60048781 >>60048804

>>60048697
Feel similar, not suicidal though. I can't stand the idea of dying without knowing what happiness is, as much as I am tempted

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 19:50:51 No.60048781 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>60048936

>>60048724
i couldnt care less about anything anymore. Figure youself out, you dont ever want to be this dull.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 19:51:52 No.60048804 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>60048936

>>60048724
even playing music is making me insane

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 19:56:34 No.60048914 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>60048960

Im all alone drinking beer and currently listening to assorted emo shit, including American Football.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fQiibdwDm0c

Hope your night isnt shit!

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 19:57:15 No.60048936 Report Delete

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>>60048781
I think I'm almost there, and u don't know how to evade it.

>>60048804
That would be the end for me

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 19:58:17 No.60048960 Report Delete

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>>60048914
I've had worse

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 20:00:46 No.60049005 Report Delete

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>>60046858
Feeling the same OP, but I've been listening to the new Modern Baseball EP, Dead Kennedys, and Joyce Manor.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 20:02:20 No.60049040 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>60049115

Never thought my favorite alone song would come from fucking Hotline Miami

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-Qu_Fk23T4

Anyway, I'm feeling better than usual tonight. Spent a lot of time with the m8s last night, and a year ago, I thought I was destined to be alone forever. Don't worry, /mu/. You'll all find someone.

Or do worry! And then enact change in your life.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 20:05:45 No.60049115 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>60049183

>>60049040
But what if it doesn't matter if you find s someone? What if you're just unable to feel happy?

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 20:06:12 No.60049120 Report Delete

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>>60047160
same here. shit sucks

music doesn't really affect me anymore. wish a qt would reinvigorate my love for it

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 20:07:50 No.60049151 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>60049255

Anyone got more twinkly emo shit for that "She wont ever love you back" feeling?

Like this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1tMZn7_Zc74

Thats my jam whenever girl stuff happens.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 20:09:18 No.60049183 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>60049241

>>60049115
If you've ever been happy before, you know you have the capacity to feel that way. Trust me, I've thought the same about myself, and time and time again it's been proven wrong to me.

The only tip I can give you is that change, emotionally or physically or mentally or whatever, does not happen in a vacuum. If you are around people, interacting with people, even just going for a walk in the woods, that is where you are most likely to feel something good.

Have faith, because what else do you have?

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 20:12:11 No.60049241 Report Delete

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>>60049183
I really value this advice, thank you

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 20:12:14 No.60049244 Report Delete

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>>60047589
>>60047537
Probably part of your problem

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 20:12:36 No.60049255 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>60049552

>>60049151
>in college
>winter break
>meet girl from my high school
>we've been friends for a long time, and I love her to bits, and I think she knows it, but we just aren't compatible
>spend the day with her, seeing movies and grabbing food and talking
>at night, snow falling
>drive her back to her house in the deep dark woods
>walk her to the front door
>hug her
>can't think of anything else to say, so I say, "In case I don't see you again... good luck."
>walk away
>I know she's standing at the door, looking at me, but I don't turn around
>driving home, feeling but not expressing
>this comes on

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JR_0nbEzVdY

Made it to the sax solo before crying like a fucking maniac.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 20:15:23 No.60049316 Report Delete

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>>60048697
>not C D E F G Ab Bb

PLEASE STOP POSTING THESE IT TRIGGERS ME

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 20:23:05 No.60049496 Report Delete

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>>60046858
I am isolated and have plenty of shit to get done, right now. The only thing keeping me going is the belief that things will get better if I work hard enough. I feel like I'm growing up, in a sense. I'm doing what needs to get done, and hopefully it'll all pay off. Recovering from strep throat. Cried for the first time in a while, last week.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 20:25:09 No.60049535 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>60049596

I've been always single and always belittled myself for that, but I found my nichealong with my group of friends. I'm that eccentric guy with a taste in "weird music" so people are often interested in talking to me. When I stop thinking about it, it's much better. Sometimes I get depressed about it but it doesn't last for long. I used to be depressed since I almost had a chance with someone that liked me back, but my dismal relationship/flirting skills made it go to waste.

At least I like my major and love distracting myself with music. It's better to spend time doing my hobbies rather than crying over things that'll never happen.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 20:25:50 No.60049552 Report Delete

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>>60049255
you fucked up man, the moment was perfect. she wanted you to kiss her.

Shit, even if she didn't no harm in trying if you'll never see her again

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 20:27:36 No.60049596 Report Delete

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>>60049535
Aww man hang in there, i believe in you

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 20:30:13 No.60049644 Report Delete

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I just found out she has a boyfriend, music for this?

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 20:31:00 No.60049668 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>60049701

Its strange to think that I'm talkinf to two close friends via Facebook at this moment, but I'm dreading saying goodbye to you strangers whilst I feel nothing for them. I hope fix myself soon, and I hope you all find what you need to be happy just as much. I don't know you, but I love you.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 20:32:38 No.60049701 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>60049784

>>60049668
What makes you consider them your close friends?

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 30 Oct 2015 20:36:41 No.60049784 Report Delete

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>>60049701
The fact that I met with them at least every week for the past 3 years and both of them have admitted to having deep (platonic) feelings for me

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