18 year old Canadafag here.

I've realized that my ADD as well as a lot of other mental disorders likely caused by my autism have made me a dangerous, inattentive driver and I've had more near misses and almost ran more lights than I can count on one hand before my 18th birthday. I drive over 10 hours a week for my job and some days I just can't pay attention and I feel like I shouldn't be on the road. It also took me over 200 hours of driving after getting my G1 license to be ready for my G2 test and I almost failed my final in-car exam when I took driver's ed.

Is acknowledging this the first step towards something or should I just kill myself? Also general bad drivers thread.