I was outside sitting alone in a crowd of people i did not know when a short haired cutie walked up to us and started greeting people.
She stopped at me and said: "Hey i remember you, what is your name again?"
I haven't seen her in 3 weeks but we exchanged words a few times and she pretty much has seen me at least 6 times. She must have heard my name multiple times and yet here she was asking about my name again.
I looked at her and said: "My name does not matter".
She would just forget my name again. She does not really care about who the hell i am. I am sick of being a nobody.
>childhood >all is good >teenage years >become sad >whatever it's normal, probably just a phase >past teenage years >still not happy >get through school, get money >all is still shit >get girlfriend >still empty When the fuck does life get good? All I ever did was wait but I'm still never happy regardless of what I do. If I really wanted to kill myself I would have by now but honestly the thought's been pressuring me for nearly a decade now, and it feels like it's the only thing I can do to break the melancholy. How the fuck do I become happy? Pic unrelated.
Do you guys ever go to movie theatres alone? I find it comfy and relaxing to do so without really caring what others think of it. Plus its dark so its not hard to remain hidden.
-Gays may live, but you keep your sexuality at home. Don't bring it somewhere else. Same general rule applies to straight people.
-Immaturity at young ages gets punished by severe beatings.
-No autism/down syndrome (Things like tourrettes, ADHD are fine.)
-Death penalty would be a thing, for crimes like murder, I don't want to waste my civilizations resources on someone locked up.
If you're religious that's fine, but do not go door-to-door like Jehovah's witnesses.
-Slavery would be allowed, but not targeted at a race. Any child under the age of 16 may be sold into slavery by their parents. Anything they want may be done to them, but they are free once they're 18. Extreme physical abuse (example cutting their arms) is not allowed, although any sexual acts towards them are.
-Pedophilia is not allowed, unless a slave is the victim, then this rule does not apply. If you are found a pedophile you are tortured for 24 hours then put to death.
-Science would be emphasized in my society. New technology would be pushed. If you are on the lower end of the intellectual chain, you do trades or farm, since that would be required to keep a society running.
I'm 23, 6'1, I am rather rich for my age and my country. I lift. I work really hard. But I've never had a girlfriend. I tried talking with them on the internet, but they are so uninterested in me, and I always have to write first. Is there a way out of this?
