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Why is it so hard for me accept friendship? I'm 26 and I pretty much have no friends. I've had tons of opportunities and other people have made genuine attempts, but I never reciprocate. I kind of feel if they know me long enough, they'll find out I'm a loser and they'll reject me, so I don't try very hard. I've been invited to parties, but I never go because too much social anxiety. Why would anyone want to hang out with me? Nobody can possibly like me that much, but yet I've met many people who seem interested in being friends. I don't feel worthy.
I pretty much stopped talking to everyone I knew in high school after a year. Never gave anyone my number, stop logging into AIM (back when people used this, and it was really the only place I talked to people after school), and never got into myspace/facebook. I'm too embarrassed to contact them again after all this time. I assume everyone I knew back then thinks committed suicide.
I'm going to a community college right now where I met some people. I've been invited to a party again and I've been thinking of ways of getting out of it. I know I shouldn't be doing this, but I'm scared as fuck of being social for hours at a time. I get worn out after 30 minutes.
I pretty much stopped talking to everyone I knew in high school after a year. Never gave anyone my number, stop logging into AIM (back when people used this, and it was really the only place I talked to people after school), and never got into myspace/facebook. I'm too embarrassed to contact them again after all this time. I assume everyone I knew back then thinks committed suicide.
I'm going to a community college right now where I met some people. I've been invited to a party again and I've been thinking of ways of getting out of it. I know I shouldn't be doing this, but I'm scared as fuck of being social for hours at a time. I get worn out after 30 minutes.
