Cringe time:
>be 19 years old kv
>during pe, qt 9,42/10 wouldbang girl starts walking towards me
>ohshit.jpg
>everyone in a twelve foot radius is silently observing
>"how come you always look so sad?"
>aspergers kicks in
>"i don't look sad i just have a blank expression"
>she smiles
>silence and cringe are slowly killing me, just hope she goes away
>what the fuck is happening? is she expecting me to talk to her?
>"you should try smiling, life is really fun"
>answer back that my smiling muscles are sore due to enjoying life too much, my attempt at ironic cynicism barely concealing all the fine spaghetti i'm spilling
>she laughs and walks away
>one week later, be in the same class
>same girl walks up to me with a paper sheet, which turns out to be a drawing of the Cheschire cat. she asks me to keep it so that i would " remember to always smile"
>nigga we back in fourth grade?
>i jokingly turn it down in an attempt to seem alpha
>she acts sad (in a childish manner) and spends five fucking minutes asking me to keep it, with like ten people watching
>with every second that passes, i drop a new spaghetto, but using my autism i manage to make her leave
>later, one of her friends tells me i was rude and i've made her friend sad.
>everyone thought i, a 19 year old, was weird for not wanting to take a fucking drawing
Thinking back, how am i even the autist in there? How come i'm the one who feels the cringe when this nasty ass 9gag tier "SUH RUNDUHMB :DD" bullshit spouting
chick gets away with it? She's clearly at least twice as autistic as I am. She's the one who brought the cringe.
