>>23845312Well basically I'm some sort of aspie sociopathic tard, or so I'm coming to realise more and more.
I had some sort of breakdown the other week, basically told her I didn't feel happy with anything and that I didn't know what to do. She got me out of my funk and I was finally starting to feel better the past few days.
Tonight I got back from work at around 11 or so, she had told me she was going out for tea with a friend, so I made some food and watched the counterstrike games I'd missed. It gets to like 12:30 and I start to wonder where she is, so I text her, didn't get a reply, she hadn't checked her phone in like 2 hours. 1am comes around, starting to worry, so I call her, phone rings to answer machine, gets to 1:30 and I decide to text the friend she was with, gets back to me saying all good, they're with some other friends at a bar, I say it's all good, just wondered what was up.
She texts me back finally at about 2:30 saying she's leaving the bar now, and can I meet her at the metro stop to walk home.
Get there and she straight up berates me "wtf, why would you text her" I explain that she'd said she was going out for dinner, not to a bar, and that I had no idea what was going on.
We carry on walking and she tells me that she needs some space, I ask why and she tells me "I'm not sure what I want right now", I ask her what she means, she just says she needs space to think.
We get home, she's about to go to bed, I tell her goodnight and I love you, she doesn't respond at all, I ask her if she's ok and she tells me that she loves me too, but doesn't know how or how much.
We left it at that, I've been sat in the living room in the dark since, drinking until I can't feel.
