I must confess my sins
my sins of oneitis
>first girl I dated 7th grade
>we made out
>she played vidya with me
>she broke up with me to date one of my friends
>we remain friends but it's awkward
>she comes to me whenever she dates a bad guy and wants a hug
>I hug her back, tell her it'll be okay and make her food and stuff
>she literally says I'm the brother she's never had
>flash forward
>12th grade
>have great grades got into water polo
>actually have had sex and have a long term girlfriend.
>girlfriend dislikes oneitis
>tells me i'm an idiot for keeping her around for how much shit she does and how shitty she is to me
>I laugh it off but I know it's true
>Oneitis got GED at 16 and chose to drop out to start working toward college, I don't see her besides facebook updates and snapchats
>she works at a subshop and is dating a 25 year old, fatguy, plays magic the gathering
>tells me he is rude to her and when he's drunk he slaps her around
>I am upset and want her to be safe but she tells me she can handle her self
>fast forward
>college
>I got into public ivy, broke up with girlfriend, started pledging a frat
>still talk with my oneitis
>she is in community college and is still dating this 25yo
>calls me one night i'm at a party and asks me to come home
>ok
>drive 200 miles home
>call her and she shows up to my house in 5 minutes
>she needs an abortion but doesn't know where else to turn
>she broke up with the 25yo
>I tell her i'll help her
>I spend the money that I was going to on joining the frat on her abortion
>I miss a week of school to help her out
>I get put on academic probation
>she and I fuck once and then she cried after and said she had to go
>didn't talk to her another month after that
>see on facebook she got back together with this guy
why. I am good to her, I don't play a childrens fucking card game, I put my future on the line for her, and she goes for this creep. sometimes my girlfriend tells me I murmur her name in my sleep.
