I'm so fucking tired, man. I've struggled with depression for the past 11 years. It's not like I'm just sitting around and giving up, either. I exercise. I meditate. I eat healthy. I try to better myself. I've worked at it, FOR YEARS. Nothing fucking works. Am I hopeless? Why should I keep trying? LITERALLY NOTHING FUCKING WORKS. I can barely feel anything besides frustration/stress.

What a bullshit life. I feel like an idiot typing this, but god damn, it seems like I was never meant to even exist.

Feel free to post your own battles with depression. I really need someone to relate to right now.