>>23845748 Dumbass. Just tell them.
Seriously, I don't get why people decide to carry fucking burdens around in life like this. Life is already too short. You should strive to be more happy and carefree than this.
Over time, stress kills you. It eats away at you, just like depression does. And make NO mistake, you are slowly shaving away days, hours, minutes and seconds of your future as we speak. Right now, you're slowly killing yourself and possibly creating long term mental and emotional damage by allowing yourself to:
a. Live in a personal hell that you've created, simply by not fucking spilling it
b. Allowing yourself to be crushed underneath that inferiority complex of yours. You are your own person with your own path in life. Stop giving a shit about what your parents want or expect out of you.
c. Possibly making yourself feel unnecessary feelings of guilt by blaming yourself in some way.
Wake the fuck up. Nothing in life will ever get better for you if you can't even do things FOR yourself. Take care of yourself. Are you scared? Too bad. Take a leap for once in your life. Sit and ask yourself this: Do you REALLY want to sweep something like this under the rug, where it will eat away at you at the corner of your mind for the rest of your life, or do you want to RESOLVE it so you can move on?
Life is what you make of it. Running away or being a coward will never help you. It will never change anything. Only you taking action can.
