So I still feel bad about this shit but I'll post it while I'm here I guess
>Be me
>Chillin smokin dope and shit
>Get into hard stuff
>Meet QT
>9/11 Hot enough to melt steel beams
>Hit it off
>She asks me out
>We are good
>Stop doing drugs
>Clean for 6 months
>Shit starts to go bad
>Looking for job to pay for shit like phone b/c my dad got his hours cut
>Acquire Job at local ice cream shop
>Start to fall out of relationship
>Break up with girl because we literally stop talking to each other
>6 months later
>Back into drugs and shit
>Send wrong message of me doing coke
>She sees this
>I try to talk to her but she refuses to talk to me
>Im pissed but at same time also sad
>Get clean and pass several drug tests
>Want grill back but cant because I fucked up
>Quit hard shit for good because people started to hate me
What should I do fellow robots? She is a total QT and I really want to start something with her again and this time not fuck up.