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>this one fag keeps pestering me about coming to see me (haven't seen him since I moved out a year ago, I cut all contact until a few weeks ago)
>we don't have many things in common, he likes anime and pokemon but barely and that's it
>I keep delaying it, telling him that later, that I'm busy
>in truth I'm being a dirty NEET scratching my balls 24/7.

And you know WHY I do this? Because I hate myself. Because I don't think I deserve friends. Because I'm boring and I have nothing and I'm not special nor funny nor anything at all, so why would I want him to come and see me like this? If I had some sort of skill, some sort of future, maybe even a personality, then okay. But I have nothing. He's going to come and look at me and realize it was just a waste of time. He's going to look at me and I'll see myself reflected on them and I don't want too see that, robots.
Have you experienced something similar?