It's one of those fucked up things that you hate to admit, but I have a small amount of H stashed away in the case of an emergency.

An emergency being, if if I became homeless, jobless, and hopeless and basically just fucked up big time to a point where I had to accept that life isn't for me.

I don't care about the legal side of things as this stuff is never on me its hidden far away but since I'm not an opiate user it would guarantee a solid high and probably death by overdose.

In the meanwhile I'll keep working living saving and pursuing my dreams. Its good having a way out in case I fall in shit creek.