>tfw she gave me that bullshit line about wanting to stay single for the while when i asked her out
>tfw 2 weeks later she starts gym, meets this, and starts screwing
>tfw she uses me, does stuff like messages me whenever she needs help with something
>tfw aside from the above, she mostly ignores me
>tfw she gets full of herself having a muscular boyfriend, starts calling other guys including me the "non-muscles"
>tfw she constantly "jokes" about disciplining me
>tfw one day she complained about him and i hinted she should break up, and she told me to fuck off
>tfw he trains her in gym hard and she gains 10 pounds of muscle
>tfw about 3 months after she starts looking like below
>tfw she messages just to say she's at his place, and then goes dark
>tfw it turned me on knowing this muscular guy was pounding her
>tfw i fap thinking about them fucking

ever get turned on by a situation like this, seeing a girl you're into or know becoming more sexual? when she told me to fuck off that time, I didn't get angry, I got this nervous rush and felt rightly put in my place. felt more right ending up voyeuristic instead of with someone like her. feel more comfortable being single and knowing she's got this guy giving it to her. think she looks noticeably changed?