>be 27y/o NEET
>have all the time in the world for hobbies
>time flies fast
>have life on easy mode
>sleep all i want when i want
>get monthly welfarebux for videogames and shit i dont even need
>get free room from parents for life, they dont mind
life's good yeah? nope. Depressed as hell, no desire to do pursue any hobbies, burned out on everything, feeling suicidal, also feeling guilt for supposedly being a "worthless loser" by society's standards.

>get a warehouse job
>much less time to pursue hobbies
>everyday having to force myself out of bed early is torture
>stuck in traffic everyday wasting 2 hours of unpaid commute
>time is slow as hell at work
>literal living hell
>too tired to pursue hobbies
>too traumatized to pursue hobbies
>most free time is spent dreading going back to that evil cold grimdark place
>most of my waking time is spent thinking of going back NEET
is life better now? nope. same depressing soul sucking shit...or worse(depending on where i am currently in my cycle).
>go back to NEET
>same shit again
>and the cycle repeats...


what do?
>tfw wanna cry so fuckin hard