>Get molested by sibling
>My parents compare me to him and say he is better

My parents know about it too. Even when I told my mom she yelled at me. My parents use it to make fun of me. My brother used to sit in his room all day and not talk to anyone and when he got kicked out he got his life together and used his neetbux to get an apartment and he got a gf and started college. I hurt my parents car through no fault of my own and he crashed the car way worse just by driving like a retard but when I do it they say he's better than me. Its like my parents hate me.

I'm disabled and Idk what's wrong with me. I always feel tired like about to faint, I always feel sick to my stomach like I'm about to puke. I have bags under my eyes like crazy and always look and pale and sickly. I want to work but its like my body isn't letting me. I always feel weak and sick.