>>23862631>>23862723I know that feel, not even trying to be closer friends with more than one person at time because i'm too pre-occupied with how boring i am. It is just too exhausting. Interestingly enough i was actually keen on some biology/astronomy stuff during first years of primary school, but gradually dropped it overtime. Focused on more boring things like learning languages and drawing which i dropped when i finished high school and then turned into full brain-dead hermit-mode. Not a big discovery, but i still find it funny how it looks like i had some limited amount of energy given in childhood and it was all drained up by school life rather than self-improvement. That is what happens when full on autismo tries to go and be like the cool kids i guess.