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You people think you've gone through shit? I'll greentext my own hell
>be back in high school, 2010 and I was 15
>grade 10
>been friends with grill since start of grade 9, only person who talked to me
>had no interest in her until 10th grade, I'd never had such strong feelings for a girl, or any person
>I don't know if it was love, I've never felt it with someone non-related to me really
>only ever think about one day telling her
>couple of other friends I made know, telling me to do it all the time
fast forward, May, still in grade 10
>it was a Sunday, I decided I was going to talk to her Monday
>99% sure I won't, this has happened before
>monday
>fuck it, i'm going to try
>go to her, tell her we need to talk badly
>pour my feelings for her out, tell her everything
>she hugged me, told me she might like me that way too
>tried to kiss her
>she pushes me back
>"I wasn't finished."
>freaking out now
>tells me her parents are protective as hell
>can't date, they'd find out
>I could see she wasn't lying, it was easy to tell
fast forward again, June
>trying to get back to the way things were
>scared to speak to her, just walk past her in the halls and make a sort of desperate look
>do this ~5 times/day
>never seems to notice
>eventually talk to her
>ask her if things are okay between us
>said something stacey-ish like 'idk, whatevsss'
>I realize something
>she was sort of self conscious when we were friends. never "baaaaah im ugly" just never noticed, i think
>in my pouring out, I must have bumped up her confidence
>she moved the year after. still cry about it to this day.
anyone able to top it?
>be back in high school, 2010 and I was 15
>grade 10
>been friends with grill since start of grade 9, only person who talked to me
>had no interest in her until 10th grade, I'd never had such strong feelings for a girl, or any person
>I don't know if it was love, I've never felt it with someone non-related to me really
>only ever think about one day telling her
>couple of other friends I made know, telling me to do it all the time
fast forward, May, still in grade 10
>it was a Sunday, I decided I was going to talk to her Monday
>99% sure I won't, this has happened before
>monday
>fuck it, i'm going to try
>go to her, tell her we need to talk badly
>pour my feelings for her out, tell her everything
>she hugged me, told me she might like me that way too
>tried to kiss her
>she pushes me back
>"I wasn't finished."
>freaking out now
>tells me her parents are protective as hell
>can't date, they'd find out
>I could see she wasn't lying, it was easy to tell
fast forward again, June
>trying to get back to the way things were
>scared to speak to her, just walk past her in the halls and make a sort of desperate look
>do this ~5 times/day
>never seems to notice
>eventually talk to her
>ask her if things are okay between us
>said something stacey-ish like 'idk, whatevsss'
>I realize something
>she was sort of self conscious when we were friends. never "baaaaah im ugly" just never noticed, i think
>in my pouring out, I must have bumped up her confidence
>she moved the year after. still cry about it to this day.
anyone able to top it?
