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>gained 34 lbs. of pure muscle
>finished college and make 6 figures
>went full /fa/ and learned everything necessary to appear top notch at all times
>learned how to talk to people
>trained myself to be good at sex and lowered my social anxiety
>FINALLY AFTER 12 YEARS OF TRYING, i have an opportunity for gf with someone who openly wants to be my gf
>Step back and consider the situation: I have put more than 10 years of my fucking life into nothing but self improvement, becoming interesting, damaging my kidney and liver with protein shakes, and learning charisma
>all of this, for what? a bare 7/10 gf with average IQ and nothing interesting to talk about whatsoever, and that is AFTER THE HARD WORK OF BUYING HER A DINNER DATE AND DRIVING HER HOME
>realize this bitch does not deserve me
>look around at all women, they are all the fucking same
>no woman deserves me, all they do is fucking exist and they believe they are ENTITLED to someone like me, someone who clawed my way up from the bottom over a full decade to become something better
please /r9k/ tell me there is another way, is there a way to give up everything I have done and become a robot again? I don't want this life
>finished college and make 6 figures
>went full /fa/ and learned everything necessary to appear top notch at all times
>learned how to talk to people
>trained myself to be good at sex and lowered my social anxiety
>FINALLY AFTER 12 YEARS OF TRYING, i have an opportunity for gf with someone who openly wants to be my gf
>Step back and consider the situation: I have put more than 10 years of my fucking life into nothing but self improvement, becoming interesting, damaging my kidney and liver with protein shakes, and learning charisma
>all of this, for what? a bare 7/10 gf with average IQ and nothing interesting to talk about whatsoever, and that is AFTER THE HARD WORK OF BUYING HER A DINNER DATE AND DRIVING HER HOME
>realize this bitch does not deserve me
>look around at all women, they are all the fucking same
>no woman deserves me, all they do is fucking exist and they believe they are ENTITLED to someone like me, someone who clawed my way up from the bottom over a full decade to become something better
please /r9k/ tell me there is another way, is there a way to give up everything I have done and become a robot again? I don't want this life
