Another non-virgin here
I fucked a prostitute when I was 20 years old. I did this after a one-year high school relationship where I was really in love with the girl and we did oral but not actual sex, and then five years of nothing
It sucked. It didn't feel good, and I don't even count it. I'm 25 now, don't think I can have another innocent relationship like that. In high school, you don't have to do anything. You can choose to work a job, or not - it's not expected. You're not expected to own a car and an apartment, and then be judged by those assets. You don't have to deal with office hierarchies or politics. Playing video games isn't that weird.
Any girl I find now my age will already have had her first love. Some will have had +20 cocks in addition to that. Nope, I think I'm done with everything. Just gonna work, stay home, and play video games now.
