>Never dress up or go anywhere for Halloween since age 16
>Never invited to parties or go out (the idea of getting caught in a pub crawl makes my sternum itch)
>Actually enjoy halloween themes; being spooked, autumn leaves and colors
>Spend all night just like every other. Alone and bored probably just read a book

This year looks like more of the same. I hate this time of year late Oct through pretty much March I am depressed don't know how many more years of this cycle I can stand is this anyone else?