>childhood
>all is good
>teenage years
>become sad
>whatever it's normal, probably just a phase
>past teenage years
>still not happy
>get through school, get money
>all is still shit
>get girlfriend
>still empty
When the fuck does life get good?
All I ever did was wait but I'm still never happy regardless of what I do. If I really wanted to kill myself I would have by now but honestly the thought's been pressuring me for nearly a decade now, and it feels like it's the only thing I can do to break the melancholy.
How the fuck do I become happy?
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