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You're choosing to go out because of things that are actually within your control, and you just accept them as things that have to be a part of your life to live and be happy.
>Information is so available.
Well ditch the fucking internet, learn to be a mountain man or some shit.
>Too stressful, too much work.
Well what would you like to do? If you want to lie down and just sit there all day doing nothing, apply for disability and collect money from the govt or something. If you have any sort of want or desire, or ambitions, stressful things and hard work shouldn't stop you, they make the end result worth what you went through to obtain what you wanted.
Suicide isn't really a pussy move. It takes a lot of courage to decide you're actually so controlled by external events causing occasional bad feelings inside of you, that your only way to handle it is to stop everything and never find belief in a better tomorrow for yourself.
It sounds like you are way too concerned about what's going on around you. Yes, cruel shit happens. Are you the cause of that cruel shit though? No. It sounds like it bothers you what happens around you, so I doubt you're perpetuating it. Accepting that there are and will always be people in this world who make bad choices and do things that harm others is something you just have to accept. If you're unable to do that, then of course you're gonna be stressed by everything you see in the media. You worry about being controlled or poisoned by it, and yet you already are if you let everything you see and hear get to you so much you want to end it. Stand strong. Stand the fuck up and find a positive ambition in your life. Things will always be good and bad from one day to the next, but how that affects you is something you CAN control.
