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Anonymous ID:dXjZIgt7 Sat 24 Oct 2015 02:02:41 No.22672091 View Reply Report Delete

Quoted By: >>22672145 >>22672192 >>22672198 >>22672232 >>22672265 >>22673759

I'm not the best looking. I'm kinda awkward. I'm not as nice as I should be. I'm haunted by PTSD from 8 years in the Army. I drink too much. I can't sleep, can't eat, my dick is on the small side of average. I'm lonely, afraid, and weak
When's the point when suicide is an option?

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:hS6dZwFN Sat 24 Oct 2015 02:18:19 No.22672145 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>22672158

>>22672091
You're stuck in a sick mindset m8. You can be back to normal just by fixing that. Are you getting treated by a professional?

Also >>>/adv/

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:dXjZIgt7 Sat 24 Oct 2015 02:21:18 No.22672158 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>22672217 >>22673162

>>22672145
Don't want professional help. Too much money and I'll be still a massive fucking failure of a human being

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:ISIXkFVT Sat 24 Oct 2015 02:28:48 No.22672192 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>22672207

>>22672091
I like you. What's your kik.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:O1GF/JN6 Sat 24 Oct 2015 02:30:12 No.22672198 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>22672207

>>22672091
Why not game or watch Anime, friend? that's what usually gives people with no direction meaning I'm their life.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:GjvIA0Oi Sat 24 Oct 2015 02:31:20 No.22672201 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>22672207 >>22672797

Try psychedelics, dude.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:dXjZIgt7 Sat 24 Oct 2015 02:34:37 No.22672207 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>22672228 >>22672229 >>22672784

>>22672192
You sure you want it?
>>22672198
Games, yes
Anime, no chance in hell
>>22672201
I already drink like a fish, I just need something to kill my feelings and shit, not some expensive stuff that makes me see bright colors

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:hS6dZwFN Sat 24 Oct 2015 02:37:18 No.22672217 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>22672231 >>22672260

>>22672158
"failure of a human being" doesn't even any make sense. You can't define success. Success is a meme. It's all about your mindset. Your dick being on the small side of average upsetting you is absolute bullshit. Mine is in the top 1% and I still find plenty of things about myself to pity.

Even Mike Tyson said in 2005, "My whole life has been a waste – I've been a failure."

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:ISIXkFVT Sat 24 Oct 2015 02:40:53 No.22672228 Report Delete

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>>22672207
If I wasn't sure then why would I ask you.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:mk8Y/4pd Sat 24 Oct 2015 02:40:57 No.22672229 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>22672247 >>22674224

>>22672207
psychedelics are a recognised and valuable tool for treating PTSD and can help you re-think your entire outlook on life rather than helping you embrace negativity.

Focus on progression you can make and treat everything as neutral until you've started to improve upon it.

<3

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:dXjZIgt7 Sat 24 Oct 2015 02:41:26 No.22672231 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>22672240 >>22673155 >>22674234

>>22672217
Normal people have good jobs, and have families and kids and stuff
I don't. I don't ever see myself having anything good

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:47ai3EM8 Sat 24 Oct 2015 02:42:49 No.22672232 Report Delete

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>>22672091
Most of the time being self-aware is going to come with depression. You should probably focus on yourself more. Having a small dick sucks, but girls won't care so much if you're confident or smart or bring something else to the table. Plus they make those attachment things you can put on your cock to make it bigger. There's a solution to everything you just gotta find the motivation to do it which is the hardest part.
I've been trying to limit my drinking for only on the weekends.
I hope it works out for you.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:hS6dZwFN Sat 24 Oct 2015 02:45:29 No.22672240 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>22672260

>>22672231
My dad looks like a normal person from the outside. He was the only one of his siblings to be "successful." He worked really fucking hard while his brothers lazed around. Some of them never got a family, none of them got a good job. But my dad got both, and he's still absolutely miserable. Everyone respects him, but he has no friends, and he regrets everything, including bringing me into existence.

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Anonymous ID:dXjZIgt7 Sat 24 Oct 2015 02:46:30 No.22672247 Report Delete

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>>22672228
royalred47
>>22672229
I don't know, man. I don't want to help myself to something that's illegal. I'm just not that way

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:47ai3EM8 Sat 24 Oct 2015 02:50:13 No.22672260 Report Delete

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>>22672217
>>22672240
Big dick and daddy issues. Hot

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:oJVv7mm4 Sat 24 Oct 2015 02:50:40 No.22672265 Report Delete

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>>22672091
Are you sure you wouldn't rather just get a pizza with me? we could go to my place afterwards to cuddle. No homo, of course.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:hS6dZwFN Sat 24 Oct 2015 03:02:49 No.22672301 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>22672350

>>22672260
Never thought I'd live to hear that term applied to a man, or me of all people

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:47ai3EM8 Sat 24 Oct 2015 03:14:57 No.22672350 Report Delete

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>>22672301
This is why suicide may not always be the best option. You've got a lot of things you haven't heard yet then.

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Anonymous ID:7Ilt2Zxe Sat 24 Oct 2015 05:31:47 No.22672784 Report Delete

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>>22672207
>I already drink like a fish, I just need something to kill my feelings and shit, not some expensive stuff that makes me see bright colors
It's not about the fucking bright colors, you idiot, it's about the changing your dumbfuck POV to realize how much of an self-deprecating idiot you are, and realize how beautiful everything is, even the fucked up awful shit. Also, it will kill your depression, and alcohol is actually a depressant. Cheer up fucking manlet.

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Anonymous ID:7Ilt2Zxe Sat 24 Oct 2015 05:35:38 No.22672797 Report Delete

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>>22672201
http://www.nytimes.com/2014/11/30/opinion/sunday/can-mushrooms-treat-depression.html

http://www.vice.com/read/microdosing-psilocybin-depression-184

http://edition.cnn.com/2014/09/17/health/magic-mushroom-chemical-depression/

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Anonymous ID:U1hJwTTv Sat 24 Oct 2015 08:23:21 No.22673155 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>22673798

>>22672231
Normal people get jobs, spend 40 hours a week helping another man build up his business so he's free all week to go around fucking their wives. It's all about your POV man.
OP, take this advice and get some LSD or Psiloycbin mushrooms, take twice the recommended dosage, sit down chill and stop fucking running from your own state of mind.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:wPr35dyv Sat 24 Oct 2015 08:26:01 No.22673162 Report Delete

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>>22672158
It's not too much money if you were in the army for 8 years.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:9KMd0/8Z Sat 24 Oct 2015 12:29:49 No.22673759 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>22673803

>>22672091
Fucking focus on the small things. If you're EVEN thinking about an hero, why not move to a new place where you can start over? Fucking move countries, Hey even continents, but don't bitch about how shitty your life may be when you've realistically done nothing to improve/change it. There's too many enjoyable things in this world to an hero. If you make a list of all the shit you enjoy while alive vs all the things you'll enjoy when dead, I'm sure you'll see it too

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Anonymous ID:Kr9UKeYV Sat 24 Oct 2015 12:39:50 No.22673798 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>22674081

>>22673155
i suffer from severe depression and ive tried lsd around 400mics it was the most amazing time of my life but its as much of a cure for depression as going to disneyland is sure its fun in the moment and it will leave you feeling happy but in no way does it fix your mindstate of bring revolutions just a fun time at the carnival and the wisedom you get from it id the same wisdom you can get from being groggy in the morning thinking about life while half asleep theres no real substance imo

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:Kr9UKeYV Sat 24 Oct 2015 12:42:22 No.22673803 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>22675145

>>22673759
i have 4500 saved up and im allpt lime op any advice i tried seeking out onlinr friends for roomates but it seems everyones living at home or some one elses home

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Anonymous ID:U1hJwTTv Sat 24 Oct 2015 13:58:23 No.22674081 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>22674167

>>22673798
What did you discover as a result about yourself? About the way you think? How your thoughts effect others? How your thoughts effect your outlook on life?
If you take nothing away from it, you choose to, just the same as ignoring your teacher in school/college.
Let me ask you something.
Who is it that listens to the thoughts?
Do thoughts listen to themselves?
Is there a thinker at the origin of the thought?
Is the thinker not a thought?

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:Kr9UKeYV Sat 24 Oct 2015 14:20:15 No.22674167 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>22674198

>>22674081
i did it to take something away from it i went for what all these anons are talking about and what i relised is these people are full of themselfs it helps you experience things you could never experience sober but all these things are just fun illusions its a hullicongen nothing more a very fun one yes but not a life altering cure the people who take it and meditate arent curing themselfs theyre just meditating something that can be a cure with or without minf altering drugs shit i meditate all the time and i found nothing new from lsd it was kindof cool living out the theory of time and how its percieved and how it can be speed up or slowed down but the theory was nothing new to me id recommend everyone whos capable of letting go of reality for some hours try it but dont try and find god or a new understanding from it its just a hallucination your subconcious may tell you stuff you already believe but thats just masterbation

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Anonymous ID:U1hJwTTv Sat 24 Oct 2015 14:32:17 No.22674198 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>22674225

>>22674167
Brah those people are full of beliefs. Those beliefs will always dictate your experience sober or on drugs, whether you believe in Jesus, the illuminati, Allah, your problems and issues.

You said it right, this is just masturbation.
Stemming from my previous post, where is the origin of the subconscious? Is it the thinker? If you are this thinker, then your active BELIEFS will warp your understanding of reality.
Perhaps under LSD, let's say one becomes aware they are the thinker.
How does a thinker silence one's thoughts?

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:gNtGOd9C Sat 24 Oct 2015 14:41:38 No.22674224 Report Delete

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>>22672229
You don't want to fuck with psychadelics in a vulnerable mental state

Drugs are dangerous on people prone to mental conditions

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Anonymous ID:Kr9UKeYV Sat 24 Oct 2015 14:42:03 No.22674225 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>22674292

>>22674198
what exactly are you getting at here
imo the subconscious is a separate being in itself its you and not you its all the momerys before the great amnesia (basically at the average age of 3 or 4 i forget you go through an amnesia) manifesting itself into a non sentient conscious that makes you who you are it grows like you grow for better or worse

also communicate like a normal himan being youre not the faceless man

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:gNtGOd9C Sat 24 Oct 2015 14:45:36 No.22674234 Report Delete

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>>22672231
Who says doing something you don't want to for 40 hours a week just so you can buy shit you don't need (except food and a house of course) is the way to go?

Marriage is also a social construct. Can ne great if the couple is a good match but most people do it out of pressure and send their life together with someone they don't even care about.

Success is meeting YOUR goals, not what society pressures you into

Good luck

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Anonymous ID:U1hJwTTv Sat 24 Oct 2015 15:05:08 No.22674292 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>22674295

>>22674225
"In your opinion:" XYZ. A belief that may or may not be misguided.
Contemporary Science does not deal with thoughts and emotions, it deals only with what can be seen.
A faceless man cannot be seen.
A faceless man has no beliefs.
A man is no one

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:Kr9UKeYV Sat 24 Oct 2015 15:07:57 No.22674295 Report Delete

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>>22674292
yez thank you for describing what an opionon is jesus kid youre not a philosopher or a sage you're posting on /soc/

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:9KMd0/8Z Sat 24 Oct 2015 19:17:47 No.22675145 Report Delete

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>>22673803
Get a shitty small apartment in some city you've always wanted to go to. You have to have be independent to some degree cause I care enough to tell you not to kill yourself, but not enough to go above that I'm sorry. I guess you could keep looking for advice on 4chan or maybe reddit? I feel reddit is more likely to give useful advice but idk

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