>Bullied on both primary and 1st year of junior high, never used words and always fought my way out until people feared me for breaking bones in the last 2 years of junior high
>Get to Highschool which finally is in a different place, get tons of friends, even if I have trouble speaking with them because we all have similar interests and we make each other laugh in different ways
>University, still with most of my highschool friends
>Still have trouble speaking at times, as in words just don't come out or take some time to process
>Wrote a great curriculum and motivation letter that attracted more than 5 companies on getting me for an internship
>Afraid as fuck because I can't even speak my own language without becoming an imitation of porky pig

Any tips on how to get rid of this once and for all? I am afraid it's going to ruin my life even more.

I'm still a virgin at 22 for fucks sake, despite hanging out with girls on parties who get in for the looks but just find out I'm no fun to talk to.