>>22689295>I think the fact that there are so many people in the world in general terrifies me tbh. So many broken, damaged people, and the cycle just continues.well, this resonated the fuck all with me.
>>22689318>i'm high 24/7. when i don't smoke, i'm extremely agitated, i'm very mentally dependent on it, which is sad.You're not the only one. Just smoked for the first time in a few days, and the edge is finally going down.
>>22689323Move. ASAP. Back home or to anywhere else in America. And all the women will want you for your damn voice anyway.
>>22689329mdma. Nice... if only this were being researched and applied legally - it's not in USA, don't know/think it is in AUS.
>>22689487hole is not a dealbreaker - imo. Fucking scars are legit af, right>? I mean, not the most worrying thing you posted - but theres definitely a positive here.
>>22689857not a platitude when I say that 22 = plenty of time = not too young to be emo virgin. Learn to love yourself and smoke weed if you don't already. And as far as being close to someone, you can find a friend/femanon online - with time. You can write, as it were, so online dating could be a good place to start - that helped me learn how not to be a shit irl.
>>22689940I think that's okay though. Do you have friends?
>>22692335meds helped me quite a bit - after years of resiting and not wanting to go on them. have you tried them before?
>>22692347I'm only on 4chan because of my IRL ex who was all about /cgl/ and /b/ and /v/ and all the other shit that kawaii dreams are made of... I loved this girl, and was perfect to her - but she turned out to be an emotionless, lying cunt. Ruined me for a minute.
>>22692366I get the same. I try and enjoy the guilt and laziness. Just be in the moment when I do it and when I know I need it... then fix (or try to fix) my shit a few days later.
