>>62238555idk, I watched again this month and years of memories just came flooding back, bringing tears to my eyes. These people were real to me, I don't care that they're actors playing characters, to me, they existed, they live within a realm inside my mind, my heart, my soul, whatever you want to call it.
To me these people were there for me in my bouts of the deepest, most hopeless depression, the times where the darkest thoughts would wash over my consciousness like a thick bleak smog turning the skies black, and nobody else could get rid of the empty, loneliness.
These people would be there for me always to wash away the smog and bring blue skies and sunshine to my darkness.
Even when sometimes it would rain in the show, like the time JD is listening to Africa by Toto while it rained outside, I felt his happiness by proxy, his feeling of relaxation, his feeling of finally getting rid of a heavy burden, getting a day off and stretching his limbs, I got the same feeling.
Years later I have learned to cope with my problems on my own, and now when when watching this clip, I am crying, but not out of sadness, these are tears of the most overwhelming joy.
But yeah I wouldn't kill myself over it
Maybe if I had seen the horrible atrocity that was season 9
