>>1893994It all starts with angst, of course. The soul wrenching self loathing that only a maiden secretly in forbidden love with her friend can experience and express.
She can't also just be any hormone driven teenager. This young woman must be divine in the eyes of all but her love interest. She must be beautiful beyond measure, talented above all competitors and an existence towering over even the social elites that have surrounded her since childhood.
But to her love interest, she is simply the best friend.
So while the masses dreamily worship the ground this young woman walks on, the turmoil in her heart only grows with each passing day until she can no longer bury the obsession in the depth of her bleeding heart, and on one fateful night, she lets it all out onto her unsuspecting crush.
Little does she know that it would not be her friend's struggle or cries that would give her pause during the depraved act, but the sad yet understanding smile on her love's face is what ends up bringing out the tears from her own eyes.
