>>1679679When I was 16 (28 now), I suffered from severe depression. I was 6'2, and only weighed 140lbs. A friend I was totally in love with had died from a brain tumor. I felt like this empty shell of a person, and was seriously wanting to kill myself.
I used to sit online and play games, and talk to people on Myspace. I met this woman online (gorgeous 40 year old), and she had invited me over to watch movies at her house. She had told me her husband was out of the country for business, and wouldn't be back for a week. I didn't think anything of it, lots of women / girls would message me to hang out, but it never went anywhere because I was so depressed I never flirted back.
This woman honestly reminded me of those sophisticated women in yuri manga's, like the teacher or nurse. Very womanly.
I don't remember what we watched, but I remember we were laying around on the bed; all I felt was her hand slide over my thigh reaaaally slowly. I had some nerve damage to my thigh, so it felt a little numb (My body had literally eaten my muscle and damaged my nerves from not eating much).
I remember she just began to unbutton my jeans. Her kisses were extremely soft. I don't think I've ever felt so loved before. She was being gentle, as if I would break into a million pieces.
When she went down on me, I remember feeling this panicked sensation. I was having trouble breathing. My head felt light and hazy. I think I was building up to my first ever orgasm. But I blacked out and was unconscious for over an hour.
When I woke up, she was terrified since I kept fading in and out. I couldn't stand and she ended up having a Nurse friend come over to start an IV on me. I was so embarrassed I didn't talk to her after that. Even though she continued to message me.
