Guys, this game fucking broke me.
So here I was doing my first run ever, and I enjoyed everything out of it, the monsters, the locations, the music.
The characters were so very fun to be around with but there was just someone that tore me down.
Asgore.
I kept hearing how much of pushover he was, that he was goddamn Santa and so on, the more I progressed the game, the less I wanted to fight him.
Then that Alphys cunt had to say "LOL BUT U MUST KILL IF YOU WANNA GO" and I just stared at the screen for 10 minutes, unsure if I wanted to continue.
Then I reached New Home and explored it, every small detail on what Asgore was doing just destroyed all the fighting spirit I had left, the monsters dialogue didn't help and I started to sniffle when I saw the Mr. Dad guy sweater.
Then there he was, the friendly goat that the MC wanted to face so much, the lovable dad king goofy fuzzball, I knew what was coming and thought there must be a way to spare him, right?
His first lines made me tremble already, fuck, why couldn't I just take the damned tea and be done with that?
And then he destroyed the Mercy action, music kicked in.
I thought maybe if I talked enough with him, he'd stop.
Come on, I don't want to fight, I kept talking to myself as my state became worse a tear dripping every now and then as I dodged everything he threw at me.
Each time I died, I felt determined to talk him out of it, there MUST be a way, right?? If I died enough, he'd see I don't want to fight.
10 soon became 20 and from 20 to 30 to no avail.
I guess it was time to throw the ideal that the game reached me though the window now, huh? Why on him out of all monsters?
It was extremely hard to kill him with me crying all the while, the tears not helping at all as his attacks grew more intense along.
But finally, I did it, I was so happy to finally see the Mercy button back together.
Then he commented on how he would raise me and the tears became of happiness but...
Fucking Flowey, man.
Small cont