so i've been living in this house for the past year and a half. throughout this year and a half i've been VERY depressed. i tried to kill myself in this house as well about 2 and a half months ago. whatever entity/spirit/demon is living in this house, it preys on people only when they're alone. i tried to kill myself in the basement of the house while my girlfriend slept upstairs. i was belligerently drunk and in the end the suicide attempt failed (thankfully).