>>16886926I disagree. Some of the people here are fine the way that they are, they may not be like everyone else or have have a life identical to their ideal, but they're them, and you're you, that is all that really matters. Everything is subjective, don't give up on yourself.
Nobody has any reason to exist, we give ourselves that reason, that purpose, that meaning. Don't buy into the illusion that everyone was assigned a purpose at birth and you just got left out, you've got to forge your own way through life. Everyone does.
Creating a Tulpa takes effort, and letting them take control isn't actually always an enjoyable experience for them as you might think. They're a subconscious reflection of you and everything you pour into them, you go about making them while not wanting to exist then what do you think will happen? Please do not talk about yourself or others like this and please don't give up, create a Tulpa to motivate you and make you someone you can appreciate, don't make one to run away from life.