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Hey /x/, I had a weird experience a few months ago and I'm hoping maybe someone can clarify what happened. I was going psychotic (thinking there were demons by the high school track near my house and in the creek by it) and a few weird things happened that I won't go into. Anyways, I drank some shitty water from a water bottle near there because I thought it was demon's piss and they were making an offering to me. I'm convinced that there was something terrible about that water because I started to feel awful and I felt like I was going to die. I fell asleep and had one of the worst dreams of my life. I few hours later I felt like if I were to fall asleep I would die but I was tired so I had to. As I was falling asleep I was having delirious thoughts like I was making the music that the Dota streamer I was watching was listening to. Then everything went black except there was sunlight and a wooded area with a stream in the distance. This felt way more real than a dream. My internal voice called out "are you going to kill me" and a masculine voice said "no, but i'm going to open this door." And right then my dad burst in the door and woke me up. I'd consider myself agnostic, I don't really understand how a God could exist but what happened to me makes me question it a lot. Especially since the voice said in my dream that he was going to open the door and right then the door opened. That's crazy, I don't know what to make of it. I can't really think it's a hallucination but on the other hand I can't really think that it was a real spiritual experience.