Hi /x/. I came here cos i have a little problem (i think). I know this place is full of role players, but this case is serious. Last time i have very bad dreams. Weird shit is goin onwith my Life. I have amazing fionce, im studying economics and finances and everything k but! im little weird, agressive(only for her i am normal), im arguing and screaming on/with my family (for no reason sometimes) i feel depressed. I would normally not give a fuck but this happened. I had a dream about me bein in Church, on the high ground, on the other side of cross(like im on entrance and cross on the end). Everything seems to be normal but instead of cross there is living god/jesus and in the middle of the Church...devil. Jesus is looking at me and im screaming somethinf like -Belzeebub/Bellial(idk which one i cant remember) u can do it for fucks sake its only Jesus/God u can beat him etc. And i was insulting god. It looked like i was the one who is convincing devil to be...devil. Like i would be supreme being to him and he a simple minion. After this i woke up and everything felt weird. Mother is saying that she turned light off at the morning. I say that no way cos i clearly remember thay i turned everything off and was struggling to fall asleep in the dark. Second thing is light which was turned on was across the room counting from my bed, and Light that i turn on sometimes is small lamp next to my bed, not light across the Room. At my gf house i was alone and washing dishes when i felt wind on my back and cold chills, and i knew sometbinf was there. Thing is she has a studio and windows was closed, and kitchen have no windows(diffirent small room, still entrance is not facing windows). She sometimes say that shes afraid of me sometimes i dont even Know why and i should visit church(wasnt there for 6 months) and she doesbt belive in God etc. What the fuck is happening /x/. Am i supreme being that even devil obeys? No fucks im serious, advice me