>>16901763I don’t know that much about astrology so I’ll just run over what I notice.
Your soul is Saturn, your purpose is to learn about the reality of life. Saturn is in the 12th house of the unconscious. The unconscious wants to let go of psychological attachments, so you could experience a lot of loss, whether it is stress or material loss to show you that life is hard and you should let go of attachements.
Venus is your amatyakaraka. She rules the 8th and 3rd house. 3rd house is the 8th from the 8th, so I think this means that you desire to transform yourself.
It looks like there could be a lot of pessimistic thinking, due to Saturn’s aspect on Jupiter.
You may be a loner. Fitting in may be hard for you, maybe you feel this nagging sense that something is wrong with you. I think the truth is that you have a need for comfort and security that seems to never be met.
Anger problems are also visible here due to Debilitated mars.
I can keep looking if you want
